THE COMPLETE JOURNEY
I've been up and down with my weight since I was 17. You know the story - the classic yo-yo pattern.
I'm an emotional eater. When I open a pack of biscuits, I can't just have one - I'll finish the whole pack. Then it's "oh well, I've blown it today anyway" and that turns into weeks or even months of terrible eating and quite rapid weight gain.
I'd get too scared to look at the scales, but I'd know from how my jeans felt. Anyone else have "fat clothes" and "thin clothes" in their wardrobe? Because that was definitely me for years.
I still went out but didn't enjoy getting ready or looking at any photos of me. Getting ready was torture, and photos? I'd dodge the camera or make sure I was always behind someone else.